Tuesday, 9 January 2018

My Heartbeat


Lub dub lub dub ... dub
Skips a beat, under arrest
As you fly by

Lub dub lub dub lub dub
Flawless rythm, safe
As you hold me

Steady lifeline
Concious, lucid
As we go on...

Stay close
Stay put, forever
Because you are my heartbeat

Butterfly

Butterfly

Hey there buddy
Slow down, I need a minute
I am not trying to delay it
Your are quite a catch

Go steady
Colorful statements, tasteful gifts
I am getting woozy
You are too much

Oh deary
Your season is nigh
I am super sorry
For letting you fly by

Don't be blue
It's making me green
It's a brave new world
Go paint it red

Sweet butterfly,
Fly fly fly
Back to me someday                                                 

                                                                                                                    I told you to fly by
                                                                                                                            Fly why
                                                                                                                    Fly to a future
                                                                                                                            A magical one


                                                                                                                   You listened and flew
                                                                                                                           Blown away
                                                                                                                   To a pile of dirt
                                                                                                                           Buried in hell

                                                                                                                   Never to meet again


The day is today
Storm is over, coast is clear
Soar the skies, paint my vision
Until all I see is you
Blue









Friday, 18 November 2016

Bitterness



Give love to him that has great sadness
That which is born by bitterness
Denied true happiness by circumstances
Driven to the edges, poisoning all possibilities


Devoid of all hope, positivity
He carries a shadow of negativity
Corrupting the sweet minds in his vicinity
Angry banter bringing him comfort and perverted,twisted,unnatural felicity


Hugs to him who has been receiving lemons
Unable to make lemonade, bottling the sour
Gallons of flesh eating acid flowing within
Birthing unrelenting pain


Bitterness is a cloud of ruins set for an impending implosion
It runs deep, tainting the soul
Hiding obvious beauty placing a fault in the stars
Without it an imperfect simpler existence awaits


Advice to him that is holding on to past misfortunes
Spit out the bitter and taste the sweet
Move on from the ghosts you can not fight
Let it go



Friday, 1 July 2016

Stronger


I have been alone
The point you notice everyone's gone
When expectations are broken by those unexpected
An eerie kind of lonely ignited
Abandoned


I have felt alien
The life of a social pariah unimaginable to the esteemed
An unforgiving empty state of being
When the skin once worn proudly, burns
Shunned


I have been there
The feeling is that of deadness
A state of absolute stillness and utter darkness
Imagine a room with no exit, walls closing in
Hopelessness


I have been to war
The hustle that is thrust on you
Where you sweat for a lost cause, begging for more
Having nothing and dragging oneself through yet another day
Struggle


I am here
The point of realisation of self worth
Head held high, eyes on the prize
Carrying invisible scars, just a reminder
Stronger






                                                                                                 
This is for you Sandra Chimunhu

             #INSPIRED!!!!






Tuesday, 8 March 2016

Dawn

Hello to you day-breaker
My nostrils are flaring in welcome of your sweet scent
I feel your wintry breeze on my face, eyelids flutter
Allowing you in with each new breath
Freshness

Goodbye nightmares
A stop to a suffering in the hands of my worst fears
Soothing song of nature calming my nerves,
Greyness fading into the pink of light
Serenity



My thanks for the blank canvas
The colours for my art
Free reign to carve my path
To write a story of myself complete
Hope



Wishing to stay on these high fluffy clouds
A feeling of a precious gift priceless
The gift of a fresh page
Dawn


Monday, 7 March 2016

My Person


How do you do that
Seeing the invisible that is but locked in by my inhibitions
Slithering through the cracks to the orifice of my core
Demolishing the barriers, the walls alien to me
Dormancy broken


Rebirth, my evil twin set free
This brightness so foreign, blinding
I'm in peculiar a place that feels like home
Comfortable like a perfect shoe size


Delirious, confounded, I'm out of my skin
A new high, that of the crack I have never had
Defying gravity, I'm flying
Fearlessly going with the flow
I'm embracing my nature


Breaking the rules I made for reasons bizarre
I'm rewriting my story, my truth
Oblivious to my evolution you sail along
Providing the perfect environment for my being to flourish
Your presence my nourishment


Suddenly whole because you came
An unsung Knight now mine
True to my being because you are
You are , My person



Wednesday, 10 February 2016

Loving You



Its like being poisoned 
Minute explosions from the inside, destroying the being
A slow gradual death of all that is core
Feeling no pain, in its place fictitious bliss



Like a child, giving you pleasure is my pleasure
Journey of self discovery unstarted
I take what you give and make it my world
A simple life, but surely not for me


There is no real joy here
The scale is unbalanced 
Acting bewitched, losing myself 
Unable to stop, consumed 
Illogical affection for a parasite 


Loving you is a disease
That of the mind , insanity
Loving you is a drug 
An addiction, terrible after effects
Loving you stinks!