tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-40110950356110060602024-02-07T16:15:25.249-08:00I believe I can fly...angelmimiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12009435598370069302noreply@blogger.comBlogger15125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4011095035611006060.post-67933195658640476052018-08-08T23:28:00.000-07:002018-08-08T23:28:43.773-07:00Woman<br />
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<span style="font-size: 1,00em;">She is warm, yes she is</span><br />
<span style="font-size: 1,00em;">All the flowery synonyms of the word describe her</span><br />
<span style="font-size: 1,00em;">Her tone, her words, her works</span><br />
<span style="font-size: 1,00em;">All define the feeling of home... </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 1,00em;">Motherly, yes that's it</span><br />
<span style="font-size: 1,00em;">She is that person you want to make proud</span><br />
<span style="font-size: 1,00em;">Whose laughter, whose smile, whose blessing</span><br />
<span style="font-size: 1,00em;">Completes the child, me</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 1,00em;">She is an inspiration</span><br />
<span style="font-size: 1,00em;">The unbiased testimonials precede her</span><br />
<span style="font-size: 1,00em;">Her babes, her passions, her achievements </span><br />
<span style="font-size: 1,00em;">All suggest the strength I can only admire. </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 1,00em;">Woman you are beautiful, yes you are! </span></div>
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Happy women's day mumsangelmimiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12009435598370069302noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4011095035611006060.post-16871724496502793082018-01-30T07:21:00.000-08:002018-01-30T23:24:56.374-08:00Deep Beauty<br />
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There I was...<br />
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Flying high in the sky for the high<br />
Why fly? The Butterfly questions, why?<br />
To dive into the 'scary' waters will make your heart jive<br />
The dance of love a true high<br />
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In deep, I weep for the years of sleep<br />
Why cry? The Blue asks , why?<br />
When beauty was finally found sound<br />
In waiting for an Angel to bloom<br />
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Now...<br />
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Soaring the skies in unison for joy<br />
Yes fly, The soul consents, fly<br />
Spread the word of the beauty drowned<br />
In an ocean of impatience, bleakness, heartache<br />
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Tell it's found in this world, just like gold<br />
Yes no lie, The heart content, joy<br />
This love is beauty perfection<br />
Present in the eyes of yours truly<br />
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Home...<br />
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<br />angelmimiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12009435598370069302noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4011095035611006060.post-30006847219932304832018-01-09T07:10:00.002-08:002018-01-09T07:10:21.194-08:00My Heartbeat<div class="fkp8p" id=":5y.hw" style="color: #262626; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;">
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angelmimiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12009435598370069302noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4011095035611006060.post-22186824625221648562018-01-09T06:41:00.000-08:002018-01-09T06:41:31.238-08:00ButterflyButterfly<br />
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Hey there buddy<br />
Slow down, I need a minute<br />
I am not trying to delay it<br />
Your are quite a catch<br />
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Go steady<br />
Colorful statements, tasteful gifts<br />
I am getting woozy<br />
You are too much<br />
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Oh deary<br />
Your season is nigh<br />
I am super sorry<br />
For letting you fly by<br />
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Don't be blue<br />
It's making me green<br />
It's a brave new world<br />
Go paint it red<br />
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Sweet butterfly,<br />
Fly fly fly<br />
<span style="text-align: right;">Back to me someday </span><br />
<span style="text-align: right;"><br /></span>
<span style="text-align: right;"> I told you to fly by</span><br />
<span style="text-align: right;"> Fly why</span><br />
<span style="text-align: right;"> Fly to a future</span><br />
<span style="text-align: right;"> A magical one</span><br />
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<span style="text-align: right;"> You listened and flew</span><br />
<span style="text-align: right;"> Blown away</span><br />
<span style="text-align: right;"> To a pile of dirt</span><br />
<span style="text-align: right;"> Buried in hell</span><br />
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Never to meet again<br />
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The day is today<br />
Storm is over, coast is clear<br />
Soar the skies, paint my vision<br />
Until all I see is you<br />
Blue<br />
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angelmimiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12009435598370069302noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4011095035611006060.post-88215168964478218762016-11-18T06:53:00.003-08:002016-11-19T01:13:06.195-08:00Bitterness<div class="western" style="line-height: 100%; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
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<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">Give love to him that has great
sadness</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">That which is born by
bitterness</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">Denied true happiness by
circumstances</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">Driven to the edges, poisoning
all possibilities</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-family: "bitstream charter" , serif;">Devoid of all hope, positivity </span>
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<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">He carries a shadow of
negativity</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">Corrupting the sweet minds in
his vicinity</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">Angry banter bringing him
comfort and <span style="color: black;"><span style="font-style: normal;">perverted,twisted,unnatural
</span></span>felicity</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">Hugs to him who has been
receiving lemons</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-family: "bitstream charter" , serif;">Unable to make lemonade,
bottling the sour </span>
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<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">Gallons of flesh eating acid
flowing within</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">Birthing unrelenting pain</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">Bitterness is a cloud of ruins
set for an impending implosion</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">It runs deep, tainting the soul</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">Hiding obvious beauty placing a
fault in the stars</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">Without it an imperfect simpler
existence awaits</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><br /></span></div>
<div class="western" style="font-weight: normal; line-height: 100%; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">Advice to him that is holding
on to past misfortunes</span></div>
<div class="western" style="font-weight: normal; line-height: 100%; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">Spit out the bitter and taste
the sweet</span></div>
<div class="western" style="font-weight: normal; line-height: 100%; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;">Move on from the ghosts you can
not fight</span></div>
<div class="western" style="font-weight: normal; line-height: 100%; margin-bottom: 0cm;">
<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-family: "bitstream charter" , serif;">Let it go </span>
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angelmimiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12009435598370069302noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4011095035611006060.post-86241453276245840402016-07-01T02:25:00.001-07:002016-07-01T02:33:14.805-07:00Stronger<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span>
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<span style="font-size: large;">I have been alone</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">The point you notice everyone's gone</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">When expectations are broken by those unexpected</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">An eerie kind of lonely ignited</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">Abandoned</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">I have felt alien</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">The life of a social pariah unimaginable to the esteemed</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">An unforgiving empty state of being</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">When the skin once worn proudly, burns</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">Shunned</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">I have been there</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">The feeling is that of deadness</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">A state of absolute stillness and utter darkness</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">Imagine a room with no exit, walls closing in</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">Hopelessness</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">I have been to war</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">The hustle that is thrust on you</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">Where you sweat for a lost cause, begging for more</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">Having nothing and dragging oneself through yet another day</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">Struggle</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">I am here</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">The point of realisation of self worth</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">Head held high, eyes on the prize</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">Carrying invisible scars, just a reminder</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">Stronger</span></div>
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<b>This is for you Sandra Chimunhu</b><br />
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<b> #INSPIRED!!!!</b></div>
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<br />angelmimiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12009435598370069302noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4011095035611006060.post-10040958254719924932016-03-08T06:57:00.000-08:002016-06-07T08:30:06.784-07:00Dawn<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: "bitstream charter" , serif;"><span style="background-color: #ead1dc; font-size: large;">Hello
to you day-breaker</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "bitstream charter" , serif;"><span style="background-color: #ead1dc; font-size: large;">My
nostrils are flaring in welcome of your sweet scent</span></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: "bitstream charter" , serif;"><span style="background-color: #ead1dc; font-size: large;">I
feel your wintry breeze on my face, eyelids flutter</span></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: "bitstream charter" , serif;"><span style="background-color: #ead1dc; font-size: large;">Allowing
you in with each new breath</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "bitstream charter" , serif;"><span style="background-color: #ead1dc; font-size: large;">Freshness</span></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="background-color: #ead1dc; font-family: "bitstream charter" , serif; font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="background-color: #ead1dc; font-family: "bitstream charter" , serif; font-size: large;">Goodbye
nightmares</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: "bitstream charter" , serif;"><span style="background-color: #ead1dc; font-size: large;">A
stop to a suffering in the hands of my worst fears</span></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: "bitstream charter" , serif;"><span style="background-color: #ead1dc; font-size: large;">Soothing
song of nature calming my nerves,</span></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: "bitstream charter" , serif;"><span style="background-color: #ead1dc; font-size: large;">Greyness
fading into the pink of light</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "bitstream charter" , serif;"><span style="background-color: #ead1dc; font-size: large;">Serenity</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "bitstream charter" , serif;"><span style="background-color: #ead1dc; font-size: large;"><br /></span></span></div>
<span style="font-family: "bitstream charter" , serif;"><span style="background-color: #ead1dc; font-size: large;"><br /></span></span>
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<span style="font-family: "bitstream charter" , serif;"><span style="background-color: #ead1dc; font-size: large;">My
thanks for the blank canvas</span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #ead1dc; font-family: "bitstream charter" , serif; font-size: large;">The
colours for my art</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #ead1dc; font-family: "bitstream charter" , serif; font-size: large;">Free
reign to carve my path</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="background-color: #ead1dc; font-family: "bitstream charter" , serif; font-size: large; line-height: 100%;">To
write a story of myself complete</span></div>
<div style="line-height: 100%; margin-bottom: 0cm; text-align: center;">
<span style="background-color: #ead1dc; font-family: "bitstream charter" , serif; font-size: large; line-height: 100%;">Hope</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="background-color: #ead1dc; font-family: "bitstream charter" , serif; font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
<span style="background-color: #ead1dc; font-family: "bitstream charter" , serif; font-size: large;"><br /></span>
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<span style="background-color: #ead1dc; font-family: "bitstream charter" , serif; font-size: large;">Wishing
to stay on these high fluffy clouds</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: "bitstream charter" , serif;"><span style="background-color: #ead1dc; font-size: large;">A
feeling of a precious gift priceless</span></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: "bitstream charter" , serif;"><span style="background-color: #ead1dc; font-size: large;">The
gift of a fresh page</span></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: "bitstream charter" , serif;"><span style="background-color: #ead1dc; font-size: large;">Dawn</span></span></div>
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angelmimiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12009435598370069302noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4011095035611006060.post-12532268099306393202016-03-07T23:10:00.005-08:002016-03-07T23:10:57.461-08:00My Person<br />
<span style="color: #4c1130;">How do you do that</span><br />
<span style="color: #4c1130;">Seeing the invisible that is but locked in by my inhibitions</span><br />
<span style="color: #4c1130;">Slithering through the cracks to the orifice of my core</span><br />
<span style="color: #4c1130;">Demolishing the barriers, the walls alien to me</span><br />
<span style="color: #4c1130;">Dormancy broken</span><br />
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<span style="color: #4c1130;">Rebirth, my evil twin set free</span></div>
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<span style="color: #4c1130;">This brightness so foreign, blinding</span></div>
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<span style="color: #4c1130;">I'm in peculiar a place that feels like home</span></div>
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<span style="color: #4c1130;">Comfortable like a perfect shoe size</span></div>
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<span style="color: #4c1130;"><br /></span>
<span style="color: #4c1130;">Delirious, confounded, I'm out of my skin</span><br />
<span style="color: #4c1130;">A new high, that of the crack I have never had</span><br />
<span style="color: #4c1130;">Defying gravity, I'm flying</span><br />
<span style="color: #4c1130;">Fearlessly going with the flow</span><br />
<span style="color: #4c1130;">I'm embracing my nature</span><br />
<span style="color: #4c1130;"><br /></span>
<span style="color: #4c1130;"><br /></span>
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<span style="color: #4c1130;">Breaking the rules I made for reasons bizarre</span></div>
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<span style="color: #4c1130;">I'm rewriting my story, my truth</span></div>
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<span style="color: #4c1130;">Oblivious to my evolution you sail along</span></div>
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<span style="color: #4c1130;">Providing the perfect environment for my being to flourish</span></div>
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<span style="color: #4c1130;">Your presence my nourishment</span></div>
<span style="color: #4c1130;"><br /></span>
<span style="color: #4c1130;"><br /></span>
<span style="color: #4c1130;">Suddenly whole because you came</span><br />
<span style="color: #4c1130;">An unsung Knight now mine</span><br />
<span style="color: #4c1130;">True to my being because you are</span><br />
<span style="color: #4c1130;">You are , My person</span><br />
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<br />angelmimiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12009435598370069302noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4011095035611006060.post-80219324788105512592016-02-10T06:22:00.001-08:002018-02-12T07:02:23.931-08:00Loving You<h2>
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<span style="color: purple;">Its like being poisoned </span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">Minute explosions from the inside, destroying the being</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">A slow gradual death of all that is core</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">Feeling no pain, in its place fictitious bliss</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">Like a child, giving you pleasure is my pleasure</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">Journey of self discovery unstarted</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">I take what you give and make it my world</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">A simple life, but surely not for me</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">There is no real joy here</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">The scale is unbalanced </span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">Acting bewitched, losing myself </span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">Unable to stop, consumed </span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">Illogical affection for a parasite </span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">Loving you is a disease</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">That of the mind , insanity</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">Loving you is a drug </span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">An addiction, terrible after effects</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">Loving you was wrong</span></div>
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<br />angelmimiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12009435598370069302noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4011095035611006060.post-50065923213435957352016-01-11T07:07:00.002-08:002016-01-11T07:07:42.080-08:00Heart Pains : Letters to him<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="background-color: #fce5cd; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.8px;"><span style="color: red;">Dear Mr ...</span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd; color: red;">I can't place this feeling</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd; color: red;">Am I resigned, sad, afraid </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd; color: red;">Why am I calm, wondering</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd; color: red;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd; color: red;">Maybe tomorrow I will feel</span></div>
<div style="font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.8px; text-align: center;">
<span style="background-color: #fce5cd; color: red;">Or maybe I will sink into oblivion</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd; color: red;">Not missing you or wondering</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd; color: red;">Wouldn't mind at all</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd; color: red;">My reality is dark that's what it is</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd; color: red;">There could be light at the end of the tunnel</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd; color: red;">No one knows</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd; color: red;">Walk with me please that's all I ask</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd; color: red;">I have come to a realisation</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd; color: red;">That this feeling, love, hard to suppress</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd; color: red;">Why you though, jury is still out</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd; color: red;">Stubborn fact: for as long as I feel it I know I will be here</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd; color: red;">I am here...</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd; font-size: 12.8px;"><span style="color: red;"><br /></span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd; font-size: 12.8px;"><span style="color: red;"><br /></span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd; font-size: 12.8px;"><span style="color: red;">Hello Mr ...</span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd; color: red;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd; color: red;">I'm exhausted</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd; color: red;">Been running up Everest and down</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd; color: red;">The high and low </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd; color: red;">Losing my breathe</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd; color: red;">My heart's weathering</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd; color: red;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd; color: red;">I'm feeling dizzy</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd; color: red;">Been on the merry go round</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd; color: red;">More than a thousand circles</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd; color: red;">Losing my mind</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd; color: red;">My head is spinning</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd; color: red;">Lost in the silence between us</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd; color: red;">This cave ,dark and eerie</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd; color: red;">Your laughter an echo,scary</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd; color: red;">I'm not afraid, just numb</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd; color: red;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd; color: red;">My heart and head useless now</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd; color: red;">Addled, sapped can't do anything now</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd; color: red;">I'm just waiting on you now</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd; color: red;">Release me</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd; color: red;">Lost girl</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd; color: red;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd; color: red;">She has a broken campus useless in the woods</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd; color: red;">Looking for hidden pirates treasure,precious</span></div>
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<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgiOuvHr7OXZLiRdMui_sM7agkkzOjf_P6XbMz7UfdJYm92fwaGAAf_h4hdjnIiW8YPYzLMFxoZ7oqx2kQEQfoAFs1spEgELfkn22BGqJk5tdKlpUA6TO94aycPCPhk_YFKQUM5TeQ0haej/s1600/number+4.jpeg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><span style="background-color: #fce5cd; color: red;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgiOuvHr7OXZLiRdMui_sM7agkkzOjf_P6XbMz7UfdJYm92fwaGAAf_h4hdjnIiW8YPYzLMFxoZ7oqx2kQEQfoAFs1spEgELfkn22BGqJk5tdKlpUA6TO94aycPCPhk_YFKQUM5TeQ0haej/s1600/number+4.jpeg" /></span></a><span style="background-color: #fce5cd; color: red;">Deep into the woods she goes</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd; color: red;">Drawn by a strong force,supernatural</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd; color: red;">She has no map</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd; color: red;">Her bearing all messed up</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd; color: red;">Promised treasure nowhere to be found</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd; color: red;">A wild goose chase it was</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd; color: red;">That sweet devil's whisper, enchanting</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd; color: red;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd; color: red;">Which way is home , the trees all look the same</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd; color: red;">There is a storm brewing </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd; color: red;">Lost in the woods, alone freezing</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd; color: red;">Needing a miracle, light</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd; color: red;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd; color: red;">Lost girl</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd; color: red;">Wait for day</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd; color: red;">Dawn is near.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd; font-size: 12.8px;"><span style="color: red;">Dear Mr ...</span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd; font-size: 12.8px;"><span style="color: red;"><br /></span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd; color: red;">My deepest regrets</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd; color: red;">Your flowers have wilted</span></div>
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<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhyGECuspznQHv_eLdlGU5NaWQNwsFybSou9kIzPuR7-wB2cxiLHAdVC9ZM_3CrN0IeLY9nt6R_mzs4HhyphenhyphenTHqEMJUtsHx0ChotCBK8kz7JKZXsBb0aCiwplfyK0zWix7TJTsfz5IQMjJcf-/s1600/number+3.jpeg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><span style="background-color: #fce5cd; color: red;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhyGECuspznQHv_eLdlGU5NaWQNwsFybSou9kIzPuR7-wB2cxiLHAdVC9ZM_3CrN0IeLY9nt6R_mzs4HhyphenhyphenTHqEMJUtsHx0ChotCBK8kz7JKZXsBb0aCiwplfyK0zWix7TJTsfz5IQMjJcf-/s1600/number+3.jpeg" /></span></a><span style="background-color: #fce5cd; color: red;">A painful death, irreversible</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd; color: red;">I wept, my tears dried</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd; color: red;">You stayed away, just a little too long</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd; color: red;">Your place in my heart, void</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd; color: red;">My feelings for you, ashes</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd; color: red;">Buried deep, to be unseen</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd; color: red;">I bled, I'm healing</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd; color: red;">You stayed away, just a little too long</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: #fce5cd; color: red;">Its a little too late now</span></div>
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angelmimiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12009435598370069302noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4011095035611006060.post-34526917032155761312016-01-01T04:00:00.000-08:002016-01-01T04:00:56.569-08:00SisterhoodDear Kashiri<br />
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You know you had a choice right<br />
Watch from sidelines<br />
Love from a distance<br />
Care just enough to be cordial<br />
Or simply ignore<br />
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I think , you didn't even think<br />
Like falling in love only not all consuming<br />
Just a simple act of kindness<br />
I think, that's what you think<br />
Only not so simple to me<br />
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From the one gesture was born a feeling<br />
Admiration, Respect, Love, Inspiration<br />
Words that come close to describing it<br />
Nothing to sum it up<br />
Not blind love or hero worship<br />
A feeling so real, indescribable<br />
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No blood involved yet so strong<br />
The bond formed between friends that are more than friends<br />
Like family, the kind you pick out yourself<br />
It's easy to be your friend<br />
Not that easy to be your sister<br />
But that much more fulfilling<br />
That love unconditional, the love for family<br />
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We fight you know<br />
Never like crazed people<br />
Tempers flare , emotions get high<br />
No insults hurled still<br />
You just get me, I am in awe<br />Dude you are real, It's so cool<br />
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I think you don't realize how I feel<br />
Or maybe you just don't see what I see<br />
I don't dwell on that though<br />
Because you are my sister my friend<br />
Even if it means less to you than it does to me<br />
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Kashiri you should know<br />
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I got you...<br />
I love you,<br />
I'll be here!!!!<br />
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<br />angelmimiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12009435598370069302noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4011095035611006060.post-64128437597825068712015-12-22T05:47:00.001-08:002015-12-22T05:47:14.432-08:00Growing PainsSee I thought I had it all figured out. 1. Be good, 2. go to college, 3. graduate, 4. get an average job , 5. get an awesome job , 6. meet Prince Charming, 7. white picket fence ....You get the picture. Well surprise surprise its been years now (feels like a lifetime) and am still at 4 , stuck at 4. That kind of stuck that has you feeling comfortable, too comfortable to move. That kind of comfortable that is almost the same as being brain dead. Okay okay I exaggerate, but SERIOUSLY this kind of stuck is a disease. I know this because while I once was this confident girl with a vision and I'm now this woman who cant even answer this seemingly simple question. What do you want?<br />
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I really don't know any more. I mean there is just too many things now, can't figure out which is more important, which is more sensible and realistic. The years have taken away my blind faith. I was good, God knows I was really good, following all the rules. I should have had it all but it is harsh out there/ here, lol where is there? Anyway the universe cares not about our hopes and dreams. I kid you not, you can google it. Kashiri I know you will *wink. <b>Kurauone </b>(grow up and see) they say , for reals yoh....There is no better way to know.<br />
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So now, to figure out what I want and go get it. A wise friend has advised me to write it down and own it. Sounds pretty easy hey. Well been at it for days now, still got nothing. I guess I have been disappointed too much to want anything that bad. Maybe I'm just waiting to get whatever comes my way now. It is sad really. I could stay in my comfort zone and wallow in self pity. Depressing hey...Well I choose not to.<br />
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Enough I say! Yes nobody ever told me it would be this hard but then again maybe they also didn't know it could be that hard. We all have different paths. No one knows it all. No one has all the answers. It's time to take control of my life. Make decisions, that's what grown ups do isn't it. Take ownership of the mistakes made and move on. I think a lot of us do not like being independent. Its too painful right. Making all of those life or death, win or lose decisions. Well this is something we cannot run away from. I am no expert but <b>I think there is as much enjoyment as there is pain in growing up.</b><br />
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The young have come up with this really cool phrase, yes the young, lol. YOLO<b> </b>(You only live once) which implies that one should enjoy life even if that entails taking risks. I wish I'd been born after they popularised YOLO. I probably would have done more, allowed myself to explore various possibilities, taking risks knowing that's all there is to life any way. The joys and the pains. You just have to be able to adapt to the changes.<br />
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<b>“It's maze time!”</b> Shout out to Haw (Who moved my cheese) Guys you should read that book. #Inspiring! I have decided to move. Hope ya'll will follow. Yes you , you have been stuck for years now.<br />
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I have not answered the question yet but I am a step closer to figuring it out.<br />
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...Serious moments <b>#realtalk</b><br />
<br />angelmimiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12009435598370069302noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4011095035611006060.post-41235131484044209822015-02-16T07:44:00.000-08:002015-02-16T07:44:07.081-08:00The definition of me...<br />
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<b>THEY NAILED IT!!</b>angelmimiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12009435598370069302noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4011095035611006060.post-8147002327317556662015-02-13T06:57:00.001-08:002015-02-13T06:57:36.025-08:00Ndagaya : Weird Phobias<b>FYI</b>: <b>Ndagaya </b>means I have pondered or I have been pondering in my mother tounge, Shona.<br />
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I have this phobia <span style="color: blue;">http://pendulaphobia.blogspot.com/ </span>..ya'lls can't laugh because as you can see, its not just me. So ndagaya, how did it start? I have a theory...I blame my Dad and I'm going to tell you why.<br />
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Once upon a time almost 2 decades ago b.p ( before phobia), lol . That's a dry one, shout out to Kashiri. It was that long ago when my little brother decided to take the longest INSANE route from our primary school to the house. See our house is close to the railway line, about 200m or so and the little brat (5 years old, Grade 1) was well ,smart enough to figure out that those where the same tracks that were close to the school. Distance from house to school ......hmm I don't know, far like, 10km maybe. Anyway one fateful day he decides to hang with the boarders (boarding scholars) at the infants block even after 1pm when the seniors (me in Grade 6) finished class. I couldn't find him at the rendezvous point, obviously, and I am no psychic so I had no idea where he was. After asking around, looking around I gathered he'd gone home. My mistake....as the taxi (those old peugeot cars) I had decided to take (last one for the day) was pulling out of the school, lo and behold we see the little brat running towards the gate. We were packed like potato sacks, I exaggerate not. We could barely breathe in there. Tried to stop the driver to no avail. So we left the poor child behind ....ok writing this now I feel bad for the kid. Having never gone home alone before he must have been real scared. He had options though, to walk to the nearest garage, grab a taxi,drop of at the local shops and walk home (easy peasy) or just stay put. Just putting it out there.<br />
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I remember being furious at the damn driver and pissed at the little brat . I was so angry at the time up to let's just say my boiling point, then I zoned out. Boy I do have such a weird coping mechanism or what. So got home the maid asked where little brat was ...epic response, lol "am I my brother's keeper" . Really, who does that!!! kkkk, I know the answer to that Cain, the one who murdered his twin brother (bible) (cringe). Oh damn (light bulb moment) It might be my fault I have the phobia after all..sigh. Oh well since I had already started telling the story I shall finish.<br />
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I went out to play,can you believe that. Forgot about the little brat and all things stressful. When it got dark I went back home and nobody was there. Decided to be an angel and prepare supper. Little did I know that the whole time I was out having some me time, a search party was out looking for the baby. The headmistress even...THE HORROR. Alas he was nowhere to be found. They would have if he hadn't decided to walk to the railway line and follow the track home. 4/5 hours later the eagle landed, waaay before the search party. He just said hi to me and was off to play..He is weird too right.(I think he is)<br />
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Me: "Evening daddy (grin) look I'm making supper " Dad: "(grunts)" punches me in the face and walks past. There I was thinking "MUM DID YOU SEE THAT!!!" , but wait why was everyone coming in together...Then it hit me, I was in trouble. They made me fetch my own stick from our beautiful Peach tree (tree is FINE, and the fruit it bears hmm mm mm ). Anyhow they made the little brat narrate his sob story, which he did with all the dramatic effects known to man. My dad beat me ...I think I died. All this while the little brat kept chanting, "and I walked, it was far, nye nye nye nye nye" I swear he sounded just like that. Mum was just there looking while I screamed my lungs out. Actually I don't remember making any sound at all (I am not a screamer hey, wink).<br />
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So yea got me my first (and last) good hiding and thus my phobia of swinging things was birthed, I think, not so sure now. Writing this story has made me see things in a different light. The little brat, not soo little now, lol... funny thing he said to me a few weeks ago " I'm not a child any more, I'm flipping turning 21 for crying out loud!!" pdn (pidigu dhi nekuseka) Heavens have mercy, the day he turns 25 (shudder) . Anyhu he still teases me about my phobia to date. Guys its weird but yet so real. <br />
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My dad has never beat me again since and I have stayed away from everything remotely similar to trouble (shrug). I have never been in a fight though... NOTE : "To all my suitors out there, if you so much as clench your fists at me, deal breaker!"<br />
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Seriously thought I would hate brother dearest till the day of my death, that is before discovered a special kind of unconditional love associated with having no choice. kkkk, Shout out to you Adolf Shingi (my one and only sibling), mazirudo! You too dad, mazirudo (lots of love) and you are forgiven. lol<br />
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<br />angelmimiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12009435598370069302noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4011095035611006060.post-27027500862057437852015-02-09T05:27:00.000-08:002016-03-09T01:20:13.874-08:00I believe I can fly....Facts about me...(relevant to this blog) 'wink'<br />
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You shall notice that my feet rarely touch the ground (on camera)...the only time my true nature is captured. Yes, the naked eye can't see it but I can fly. #Angel# . Ok ok maybe I'm not an actual Angel, but what I'm jus tryna say is I believe in myself.<br />
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Defensive much, Oh best believe I have a reason for every little thing I do and say, it comes with being a perfectionist I guess...good luck convincing me I'm wrong. (chuckle)<br />
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I can keep a secret- my own little durrty secrets and even secrets I haven't been asked to keep (smh). That being said you can agree that it is only fair to share some of or all the juiciest stories that I have kept to myself all these years. There you have it, the reason why I just had to blog : <b>I'M CLEANING OUT MY CLOSET!!!!!</b><br />
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How is that for an introduction...hmmm, i'm quite pleased. Kashiri , did I hit you with my amazeballsness????????<br />
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